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Monday, July 7th, 2014
2:15 am
summer days
another summer has started, and Iam trying to put myself out there again, but after Ryan I still have trepidations about feeling anything for anyone, Iam tired of getting kicked around. I have been speaking with an old friend who I had a lot of deep feelings and respect for, and we'v talked about seeing each other romantically and I want to, but I need some time first to work out some issues.
its weird how you can care so much for someone and they completely break your heart and could careless about it. the entire year I was back in school I lived a few towns over from canton, I was almost two blocks away from his house, and had to walk by to school every day, and that whole time I was left to wonder what I had done and what I should do to fix it. only now I realize that it wasn't me, it was an immature boy who is an emotional tourist when it comes to dating and loving. I don't hate him, I couldn't make myself even try, I do still care about him and more than anything feel so sorry for him.

did I mention I might be an uncle?....the boys got a foster son and in October they will be able to find out if they can adopt him. I hope it all works out for them, they love that lil-bugger a whole lot.
Wednesday, August 15th, 2012
3:36 am
"I made alot of friends in the danger zone"
Ryan's pretty awsome, drank with him this past weekend, and he's comming over today and spending the night.
Ive had a few nightmares that im still at the wedding...but its also my prom at the same time..
Dark shadows dosnt get realesed till october2nd!....killing me..I want that fucking movie so bad!
found a new place that sells contacts, and hopfuly cheap, going to have to go check them out soon befour halloween.
....I can hear the rain outside
Tuesday, August 7th, 2012
2:54 am
its not everday a boy writes you a poem
Oh, you see, in this land of trees

we once were creature-a-many.

'Til man had come and undone

our kingdom that was unlike any!

But, even the strongest man cannot undo

the power of the goblins or our king.

With quick mind and faster bodies,

we flitted away on a raven's wing.

Far across the oceans vast

and the caverns deep,

We founded a new kingdom

where our king could finally sleep.

And here we waited in our labyrnith city

for our king to choose his wife; the queen.

We waited four our king to hear her cry

and anything inbetween.

For so long we waited; Waited for the queen to cry,

a tear was all we needed, just a drop of sorrow.

Then one day we heard the calling far from our kinfolk.

'Twas a human girl who called to us from her window.

She sought escape from her life so plain

and to find the rightful place where she could live.

The goblin king's heart did leap and his mind did race,

for he knew the perfect answer he could give.

The king was worred the human girl would never stay,

and so he crafted a cursed ring for when they wed.

If the ring were to be removed without the king's approval,

the poor goblin queen's heart would stop and she would drop dead.

In the night when the girl lay sleeping in her bed,

we goblins came and took her to join us in our land.

The king came rejoicing, in love and in delight

to place the goblin ring upon the sad girl's hand.

The king had found his queen, his wife forever.

No protest from the queen could dissever his love for her.

No attempt to escape could keep him from her.

And one day she will know all of the ways he has of keeping her...

Forever she will remain with us,

to be the wife to our goblin king.

Forever trapped with us she will be,

so long as she wears the ring.

Sweet Dreams............................
Saturday, December 3rd, 2011
10:05 pm
this boy isnt the best person for me, but at least he's not like the others
Tuesday, September 6th, 2011
2:43 am
that boy is pure poison, and it feels like old times.....
Wednesday, August 31st, 2011
9:30 am
"Heartles challenge pick your path and ill pray"
(somtimes wene your face down in the mirror you cant belive the face stairing you back)

Any start is better than nothing....
special K kicked my ass and had enough time to kick me in the teeth...never again.
parents of friends actualy enjoy me and think im great?.....wene did this ever happen?!
And I think to myself could I share the spotlight with other drag queens and be part of a performing group?...
4 A.M knows all my misstakes

its about time to change things up again....start somthing new and fresh
Tuesday, July 26th, 2011
11:48 am
dancing at the zombie zoo!
You can make a big impression or
go through life unseen
you might wind up restricted and over seventeen
it's so hard to be careful, so easy to be led
Somewhere beyond the pavement
you'll find the living dead

I need to go out today or tonight, I need to stretch and breath and feel my bones click in to their settings.
somtimes I think ive gone so insane...ive completed a circel and now have gone sane.....seriusly!
Monday, July 25th, 2011
9:40 am
"Evil never looked this pure"
cream soda,caramel cream and vannila cupcake scented candels...the air smells like a fairytale.
Sunday, July 24th, 2011
8:21 am
I saw a werewolf drinking a piña colada at Trader Vic's and his hair was perfect
summer is not the seaon for me
I miss fall....fall in potsdam has a special place in my heart....there is always the heavy scent of wet leavs and the ungodly amount always underfoot.....
fall hurry up and make me happy!
I cant wait for our group of friends to be all together again...well most of us the numbers get smaller each year.
Saturday, July 23rd, 2011
6:46 am
its disgustingly hot today, im melting as we speak
no makeup, hair is drenched with sweat and im pretty sure i smell like a gym locker room
Thursday, July 14th, 2011
10:51 pm
so i'm back to the velvet underground
back to the floor that i love
to a room with some lace and peper flowers
back to the gypsy...that i was...to the gypsy...that i was...

time to make a popcicel and rum mixer and watch the apocalypse happen
Monday, July 11th, 2011
4:36 am
I miss those nights of pure bliss with things up my nose and make up so perfect it was supernatural.

I miss times wene he'd call just to say "whats up?"

I miss getting ready for a party and you wearing my heels

I miss being made out of steel or somthing stronger

I miss it all
Saturday, June 25th, 2011
10:17 pm
I took my love, I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Till the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Mmm, mmm, mmm

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older and I'm getting older too

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older and I'm getting older too
Oh, I'm getting older too

Awh, take my love, take it down
Awh, climb a mountain and turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide bring it down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide bring it down
Oh, the landslide bring it down
Sunday, June 19th, 2011
9:01 pm
Tuesday, May 31st, 2011
9:52 am
alone in my room
wow.....things are so strange
the song good bye yellow brick road takes on new meaning every day for me.
my mind is drawing a blank wene it comes to things of the heart,
freinds are floating away
sober rants are not as fun as trashed out of your mind rants are
cleaning cleaning cleaning cleaning.....and disinfection
a collection of glitter nale polishes.....seriusly
manson family
burgundy fadded to chocolate brown

wene I was younger and not allowed to have boys in my room(on account i had just came out)I used to sneak them in through my bedroom window, the other night I found myself listening to blue oyster cults dont fear the reaper, and remembering my 15 to 17 yr old anntics and had to light up and try to forget.

"we make our own wonderlands and fairytales.....there for its our choice to destroy them or keep them plush and beautiful"
Friday, May 20th, 2011
9:05 am
totaly had a flash back to stacys old aparment in the arlington
pink glitter nale polish,white rabbit candy,hookahs, prom dresses, boys in girl jeans, vodka and cherry coke,pot smoke, up till 6 in the morning, grilled cheese,stolen makeup, black hair dye,fake eyelashes,dreams, tea-partys,striped thigh highs, always ready to party.
(I miss those days)

looking like a boy somtimes harder than drag....who would'a thought huh?
Thursday, May 12th, 2011
8:37 pm
burgundy hair color makes me think of forever ago
"if you dont know how to put makeup on.....dont buy it to begin with"
emily came over today during her break, it was nice to catch up, going to go out and see her tomarrow.
Wednesday, May 11th, 2011
12:06 am
"Fame, it's not your brain, it's just the flame
That burns your change to keep you insane

still sick, and baby sitting while sick...while the kids are sick is Soooooo stupide!
ill never be un-sick again.
hope ill be healthy enough to go out fridaynight...it is the 13th after all!

drew out a new drag outfit, gotta go pick up some new undergarments befour anyhting can happen!

Current Mood: nauseated
Monday, May 9th, 2011
2:23 am
your bleeding glamour all over
Im sick and hungover still...at 2:08 a.m.
my sides are bruised from corseting lastnight
I was the prettyest drag queen lastnight at the bar
dennys at 3 in the morning is always fun especialy wene your in drag
Friday, May 6th, 2011
9:08 am
Mind of a mutant, body of a goddess!
Things have been going well recently, trying to sort out my life and move on, yet again!
going bar hopping with brandon and tyler tomarrow, its a good excuse to wear my pin-up girl outfit and new bug headpiece totaly gaga inspired.
havnt been seeing much of people latly, wich is ok, I kind of needed a break from everything and everyone.

"Loving you isn't the right thing to do
How can I ever change things that I feel?"

Current Mood: creative
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